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I had been partying for a few years on a little bit of everything when someone told me to try an oxy. I was hooked. I was just getting into what I thought was a wonderful relationship(cause he liked to party too) and he began to love oxy's too. Then my sister got killed in a car accident. Those oxy's sure did make that pain go away. Four years later, I had tried to quit so many times that I lost count. I felt like a professional quiter. I wasn't good at quiting, I was good at using. May as well stick to what your good at, right? |
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I met this lady that became my best friend, but was also my dealer. Every Friday I would owe her atleast $500. My boyfriend didn't know I was doing that much until I lost our house, my job, and everything that we had worked so hard for. Right out from underneath him. He was pissed, moved in with his friends, and starting selling the pills. He told me the only way he would take me back is if I changed my ways but he was dealing drugs in my face. I felt like I had nothing. It was scary. I hadn't talked to my family in 4 months. I was running scared. Then I met my angel. |
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For some reason, God sent me a blessing in the form of another man. He liked me and wanted to pull me out of the gutter. An accomplished young man that didn't need any drama in his life decided that he wanted to help me. I have only been clean for 10 days now, but that is leaps and bounds for me. It sucks. No sleep,pain, can't talk to any of my old friends. But that is what I needed. |
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Surround yourself with new,good people. Get outside and realize how beautiful life really is. I just stopped talking to my boyfriend that I had spent the last four years with. It is hard but I know what he is doing and I cannot surround myself with that. You need positivity in you life when you are fighting this disease. Talk to other people. And don't take other drugs to help with your recovery. 30 days isn't that long considering the years of you life that you are missing by being tied to this disease. GO TO CHURCH!!! Learn to love yourself again. |
